Monday, July 20, 2009
balm of gilead
Have you ever been so mad at multiple people that all you can do is cry, shake, and yell? And in the process said things that needed to be said, but would have gone easier had you not been angry? And know that you should apologize, but also not because you said what everyone else was thinking but didn't have the guts to say out loud? And to top it all off, can't get unmad because your child is involved? And even though your child did something wrong, the other party is acting like your child should be in a max. security penitentiary? And your child wasn't the only child who did something wrong, but is the only one being vilified? And even though you know that the anger is only poisoning you, and no one else cares that you are mad, somehow you can't let the anger go even though you keep praying for peace and relief?